Thinking about yourself and how terribly important you are, to yourself? 
How important it is that you have a good time, or at least not have a bad time? 
How you are victimised for everything? 
Or maybe you are the one victimising, but it is not really your fault because they made you do it? 
Your life a shambles and it should not be? 
Your wife is a ramble, but she could not not be, can she? 
Are you tripping again in this river of emotions and ideas and images and visions? 
Well, you have a lot of company.