Swamy, or how to prove yourself an utter failure

We had a dog and I called it Swamy

We had it only for a week but I still had to fucking name it

It was not well, or I would've still had it 

This is the fourth time I am trying to say it

We had a dog and I called it Swamy 

I tried hard but just couldn't tame it

It was a stray and I was a layman

In the end we were both tired of each other 

We tried to pet and care for it

I tried to get my son used to it

I tried to hold on as long as I can but

In the end it became too much of a bother 

I had to let go of it

I abandoned it and I am now a meme

I left it on a street full of wild beasts

I tried but couldn't even cry back then

I still remember the day when I betrayed 

I started my car while my dog was still playing 

I wish my kid doesn't remember 

How his dad once behaved like a coward

We had a dog and I called it Swamy

One day at night I sat down on my bed and started crying

Knew I had killed a part of me

I wish that was the worst of me