Is life ever a
destination? I always used to think that the journey is important not the
destiny. Fuck no, that only works if you think death is a destination, otherwise it is just the journey until the end with
a few landmarks on the way to measure the distance.
I see people who are so
insecure about their lives, girls working in BPOs, college kids who don't know
shit, walking around on roads. They are so confident while crossing. They do
not care that it is a green signal and the vehicles are in a hurry. Everyone has
to stop because they are too busy to be careful, to stand a minute in the
pollution for the red, no. I have friends who have dogs with better sense. I am
shit scared of crossing even a small lane.
I’d rather be on a vehicle than under it, thank you.
Death metal is the real
deal man. Apparently, there is a song titled 'Cumming blood' or something to
that effect, by none other than the ever-likeable cannibal corpse. Not saying
it is weird. To the contrary, my contention is - anyone who can listen to that
stuff, understand it, appreciate it and listen again has the mental capacity to
achieve great things in life.. aaaand is probably high.
If you can work for a
full day in office, get back home and have the intention of reading for 3
hours, it is not commitment and focus. It is the fear of writing the fucking exam
the second time next year. It is fear, my friend. Apparently, I do not have
enough of it.
If I failed the most
important exam of my life - twice - because of random shit luck, I don't know
if I could have handled it. I probably would have handled it, but I am not
sure. I don't know because I never failed at anything really (yeah, I am
boring). But my best friend did. She failed THE exam. Yet, she handled it as if
it was a joke. She stood strong and shrugged it off like some dust on the
collar. That is the real deal.
I live in a flat now with
flat mates. They are so cool - no one shows their face except on an odd unlucky
weekend. I could not have asked for a better deal. But the laundry is a problem
every week. Couldn't they make formal clothes that work for a couple of months
without maintenance.. like a bike or something.
So much for the being
alive. I wish someone just made a food pill – you pop it in once in the morning
and you are good until tomorrow. Some people live to eat. I confess doing that
sometimes – some foods are to die for really (even with the guilt of killing animals).
But many times, it really is a chore.
Vegetarianism is very
interesting. If you remove the dogma of religious or cultural influence, it
still makes sense. Maybe we do not have the right to cause such terrible pain
to an animal after all. I am not bothered about killing an animal, which was
farmed essentially to be killed. The real issue is the way these animals get treated
while alive. Someday, I will have enough courage to give up eating meat. I
mean, if I do not have the option of a food
pill, you don’t expect me to suffer eating vegetables all the time! I would
be in more pain than the animals, just inhuman.
And FC Barcelona is
looking good, again \^^/. I am so mesmerized by Messi, every time he plays
these days.